I'm sorry about that lostgirl13

The best you can do is remember how you are feeling now and try not to repeat this! Tomorrow is another day, after all

 

Oh God I remember the time I got two whole large pepperoni pizzas for myself.

I was (and still am) a disgusting bitch.

 

If you think what you did was pathetic take a good listen to what I used to do. 2 years ago, everyday for a week straight, I remember that I would eat a whole XL pepperoni pizza with one of those huge ass pasta bread bowls on the side all by myself. The cramps were god awful, the acid reflux was so painful, and to this day I wonder how I didn't die of a stomach rupture. I had absolutely no friends, and nothing to do, so I binged hardcore. Super pathetic, I know.

You are right. Domino's is in essence satan, and just like satan it tempts you with it's delicious, unhealthy goodness and keeps you coming back for more. lol

 

This has only happened one time and does not define your worth.

 

Ah yes Dominos. <_<

Once I binged on a medium double decadence veggie pizza with about 2 garlic and 2 BBQ dip, ate it about 5 minutes and this was after a full lunch.

I thought my stomach would explode but damn it was tasty. Dominos is indeed evil!

x

 

I feel relieved that I don't like pizza.

 

literally my life. i moved cities and i suck at making friends so i just go to work, come home, try to convnince myself to exercise but freak out and binge and watch netflix instead. i moved cities to grow and live and be a better person but now im living along i think its just given my disordered habits the chance to spiral out of control.

 

One time I convinced my friends to order pizza at like 3am...and I ate most of it...whoops

 

This sounds exactly like my senior year of college. I would order domino's pizza and sometimes a pasta bowl and cheese stix and sneak them into my room (i lived with 3 of my best girl friends) late at night. I'd eat it secretly in my room and then hide the boxes behind my dresser drawers so that no one would see them until I could throw them out. That is when my binges first started...and here I am 3 years later still dealing with it

When I'm going through a period of constant binging, I FORCE myself to go work out. A really intense workout will often set the tone for me to start over on a healthy kick again. I feel motivated to eat healthy and not binge. Usually this only lasts for a few days, at most, but it does help!

 

Everyone on these boards understands. Sometimes it happens. Just do your best tomorrow, you can do it!

BTW the way I am stopping my nighttime binge eating by going to bed. I turn up my electric blanket and get snuggled under it.

 

I know how you feel. You have my support. You are not disgusting at all. This can happen and it is no shame.

 

Dominos. Never again. That is all.